So here, i'm writing blog again coz i'm too free and refusing to sleep now. Now i'm jobless, lost my way, bored, whining and being emo. Bought new hp its G705, sony ericsson. A bit old, it was announced last year's july or sep. Dont remember. Tomorow going college and take payment slip. To resit the failed papers. Haha. Failure. Then my aunt is encouraging me to go new zealand, work of course. I dont know, but I need something new and to boost me up. Because i'm like losing my what? My strenght? Something like that, my life is just grey and I want it with colors... Anyway, I feel sleepy now. Hope I can dream something nice and sweet and happy. Oh ya, one stupid thing to add on and I admit, I want to meet my soulmate. Or rather I want a boyfriend or lover. I'm a pervert lol. Seriously, i've reach this age and I've my needs already. Lol lol lol. This is sounding silly and that's it. Bye.