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Aaa...
My journal's last update was on 15th Dec ka...
Since tha damned examination before and after CNY,
I've abandoned my livejournal,
Feel kind of guilty if I do not update soon since I decided to join more communities,


I watched finish the 3 house special for Gurunai~
I have to admit that the first time I saw Higashiyama Noriyuki (hope I did not spell wrong),
at the 2007 Johnny's Countdown videos,
I was kind of shocked, yes truly shocked because my first impression on him was that he was a super cool,
Know-nothing-of-humours person,
But I am wronged.


Indeed he looks quiet and serious type,
But when I was watching Gurunai, I found him very cute and interesting~
Nevermind about his age, he is just cool in a way he is~
Teasing Kame and Taichi, I love that~ Hahahaha~
I decide to cut some screencaps out,
They are all so cute~
First come first serve,
Here we go~



(When Taichi-kun asked Higashiyama-kun about how he should set the price for a current dish...)


(Shiranna)


XD
Taichi-kun~
Then off he went and asked the same for Kame's opinion...


(Shirannaa♥)
OMG hahahaaa!
Taichiiii-kun XDDD

Then, Kame's dish arrived,
A type of Chawanmushi.



(He looked happy for the chawanmushi)


(smells)
 

(Guppiiii!)
 


(I feel very funny at how the both guys looking at Kame)
 

(Oishii~)
 

(Yum~)

(Ufufufuu)
 
(Nanyattendayo Kame!)


I just simply cut the sceencaps out...
So after the following no more caps~



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(I like watching him eat...hahahaaa! CUTE!)


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(I can never laugh at people's face like him)


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(Showing off XD)


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(Teehehehee~)


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(Aka!)


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(Nani mo nai!)


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(XD Bibitte!)


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(SHOCKED!)


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(NANI? KORE!! Higashiyama-kun really funny and cute~~
See the others laugh like no bodies' business)


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(Touches touches)


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(This was when Taichi-kun rolled 3, safe and he swayed~)


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(LAUGHED)


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(Kame rolled 1 and SAFE from any challenges~
Nan ni mo na-shi!)


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(Again he rolled and safe from any challenges,
NAN NI MO NA-SHI!)


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(The Gurunai member was safe too, Kame rolled again and safe again~
NAN NI MO NA-SHI!)


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(Hahahaaa! XD
Taichi-kun was like getting heart attack because he was so lucky that he was
freed from any challenges and reached goal~)


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(GOAL!!)


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(Kame hoped to role 4)


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(YES HE DID! GOAL!!)


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(Just for fun XD
The basin was falling XDDDD)


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(I noticed JE boys or men act the same XD)




I think no wonder how many obaasan, josei and shounen falls for him or them~
Even I am attracted to them,
Not in a sexual way,
(Okay this is a joke, don't take ir serious, blame on my fondness of novel)


Yes,
I like many of the JE boys, but not all,
Mostly are from showa era KAT-TUN, NEWS, KANJANI8 and the heisei era youngsters, ABC-Z, HSJ and ecetera,
I love their songs, variety of choices and different genres,
I even like TegoMass,
Most beloved song of them so far is Sunadokei, because I really into the lyrics when I tried translating it,
As always, I know much of KAT-TUNs' songs and not going to praise them like Gods, too much fandom in me,
Kanjani8 wins my heart for their ridiculus but special and happy songs,
NEWS for their cheerful and starry songs,


I love ABC-Z how they begin to sounds better with additional of Z, Ryosuke H.,
I know it seems not fair but they did seem got along well and ABC had been my top favorite of all jrs,
Then Juri also, he's really cute and talented, not just wearing Tanaka name,


I cannot remain sane and being not biased,
As I really so into KAT-TUN and didn't tear off my eyes away from them to other groups,
Unless I see them in the same shows or suddenly feel very interested like days ago,
I watched back many videos like Hadaka no Shounen, HEY3, MS, Utaban and ecetera,


I am looking forward to the Shigotonin,
At first I do not know what the heck it is,
I googled and searched only I know it is a temporarily unit,
The Shigotonin members are Ohkura (Kanjani8), Higashiyam (Shounentai) and Matsuoka (TOKIO),
COOOOL~~~
I wonder how is it like to listen to three different in age and era members~

Love JE boys,
Loving Johnny-ojiisan more~
XD


Ciao~


KAT-TUN Calendar 2009.04 - 2010.03

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Okay I'll start writing now...

Firstly,
On 11th December 2008, Thursday, a close female friend asked me for a night tea but I declined her offer,
Because,
A close friend of mine asked me to join him to clubbing,
Yes, I am a bitch...lol~

We went to Quattro, at Avenue K, opposite from KLCC's Second Tower entrance,
It has 4 sections and each section is named with a season,

Spring, a lounge in an open-space,

Summer, a restaurant? I forgot because I didn't went inside,

Autumn, a club, where hot hunks and hotties were dancing and drinking,

and Winter,
an indoor bar, it was cold and there was a tiny room and inside was damn cold, tables and chairs made of ice.

We, 3 men and 2 woman,
Danced but seriously, and honestly,
This place sucks hell,
The decoration is good but the songs...
It ain't anything like special or can get you high enough or in a mood to dance,
Sobs..

Can't get any hot hunks,
Well why? Of course...maybe, I ain't hot,
But aaa...
I was praised by some guy saying me 'hot',
Lol~ Thanks anyway....
Then,
'Puff'!
A woman in early thirties came toward on the dance floor and danced,
SUPERB HOT~!
Me and a girlfriend danced together with her and I really envy her,
Slim, sexy and hot even though she was wearing a short cotton sport pant and a NIKE sleeveless T-Shirt,
She might be a dance teacher, my female friend said and I guessed so too,
Tired from dancing, sat down and had a drink,

We drank whisky but I dislike drinking much of alcohols,
Okay, admit it, I'm suck in alcohols,
I barely drink a full glass that day because I was afraid I might vomit like the other day before...
That was really freaking awful situation...
Really....
My brain was like 5% got drunk and hangover and keep vomitting the next minute...
What the hell...

Lastly, we walked out and took pictures,
I just took few and then they, yes the male friends got lost because...
They parked their car in the KLCC's carpark,
It was 3.00 AM, they, us couldn't find an unlocked-entrance to the carpark but told to take lift by some security guards,
Much thanks to them...

Drove off and my male friend fetched his god-daughter (the female friend),
Then another male friend left to his ex's house,
Nothing to say much about his situation, he seemed in depression,
Could guess why anyway,
Complicated love life,

Left three of us, 2 guys and a gal entered to a Bak Ku Teh Restaurant in Kepong,
Yes, I don't eat Bak Ku Teh but I do eat pork, just not the internal organs but the meats,
And I only chop-sticked on the cooked pork meats (Lou Yok) and boiled Taufu-Pok in soup,
I did said I don't love pork much but...well...there's no problem to eat some though...
Done supper, got home, bathed and slept.

Ended for 11th December 2008,







Next is 12th December 2008, Friday,
Okay,
I went to school and ditched a 4-6 PM lecture,
Because ane and I planned to go for clothes hunting,
I bought a short denim skirt, 50% off, in PDI,
Then straight to Forever 21, bought a jacket and a long denim jeans, no discount,
T.T
Then, went to FOS, bought a sleeveless with T behind, considered as a tank top, maybe...

Regretting that I didn't buy a shirt and a pair of princess-like flat shoes,
Because out of the budget given by chichi,
I wished for more but well sucked it up,
I had used much money before and I went along fine...for a jeans, a skirt and a jacket,
To be continue mode for shopping,

As the night was approaching, my close female friend phoned me, MZ
She was the one who asked me out for night tea and I refused coz' of my selfishness,
She said tonight celebrate a friend's birthday, PS,
So, I went to bought a slice of chocolate mouse cake in Starbucks,

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO P.S.
ON 13 DECEMBER 2008


There were me, ps, mz, tako-san and zheng-san, in Damansara / Aman Puri's 24 hours McDonald's,
How lonesome to actually hang out with the both guy that I barely know,
Nevermind the fact that I was good with tako-san...
Same old me, and let me save that anti-social, not friendly bullshits,

Clock ticked to 2.00 AM or more,
Tako-san drove us home,
I reached home, read novel and slept...

The end of 12th December 2008...


Ijyou
Tagu sexy
10th-Dec-2008 05:17 am - Yuki no Iro Iro

 
 
Random post for today,
Let me talk about 7th December 2008,
Sunday's morning was such an ass...
LOL~
Today too...an ass...
It's been raining cats and dogs,
Much like raining cats' poos and dogs' poos...
 
 
I want to share 2 songs here,
English:
 
 
&
Japanese:
 
 
 
Yuki: " I won't beg you to listen but well, I do hope someone will and get to know what kind of songs I prefer...
If you want the songs above, I can send it to anyone who are interested,"
 
 
As usual, I feel very boring,
Had some private time to thought back my past,
This doesn't mean that I don't look ahead nor I try to live in my past,
I'm in the middle....Or maybe I shall say I'm struggling for life....
 
Look,
I'm not a psycho or insane,
I just told or confessed to my close friends that I'm stressed,
The cause for my stress?
Boredom...
Silly but true.
 
Nothing too important to brighten my world,
Unless fandom and idolizing my favorite idols,
At least there is something that can make me happy even if it's short,
Honestly, I really have to write about me in the beginning of knowing KAT-TUN
Because it was funny, really, to me.
 
At first ane and I was into Gackt,
Then saw a group of young artists behind Gackt when Gackt was in Music Station show,
I really didn't pay much attention to them,
But luckily my ane did,
She searched for their details and found a music video of KAT-TUN's Real Face, group version,
Hahahahaaaa....
My eyes were bulged out...
 
When I saw Kamenashi Kazuya did his fascinating moves,
My first thought and impression of Kame were;
"MON DIEU!! MY GOD!!"
"What the fucking heck with him?!! Hips swaying and erotic smiles!!!!"
"OMG he sounds like a children"
 
Then came Akanishi Jin, singing and;
"OMFG!!! SEXYYYY PREEETTTTYYY BOY!!!"
"Good nice vocal"
"What the hell with his tongue sticking out?!!"
 
Next, Taguchi Junnosuke;
"CUTEEEE!!! Why there are so many pretty boys in them?!"
"He dances great"
 
Followed by Tanaka Koki;
"HUH?! A gangster in a pretty boys group?! LMAO!!!"
"His rappings are great!"
 
Ueda Tatsuya with his bass,
"HELL...A girlish boy playing a bass? Just WOW..."
 
Lastly, Nakamaru Yuichi,
"Beatboxessss?! What the hell is this group?!"
 
 
My conclusion that time was;
"What a funny, pretty and slimmy japanese artists group...."
"They are all skeletons except that ERO guy (Jin) "
 
 
...
..
.
 
Then we moved to see another music video, Yorokobi no Uta,
I laughed my ass off when I heard them singing or yelling; 'Yeeeaaaaaaaaahhh~~',
In the beginning of their song and they Yeah'd?
GOSH.
This group is really something...
 
Somehow and someway,
I got into them and interested...
Did I mention that I liked Akanishi first?
Not that kind of liking, just that he caught my attention first when he used his ero ero tactics...
After that we moved up another level and watched their tv shows, Cartoon KAT-TUN,
That was how Taguchi Junnosuke drained all of my attentions,
That was how I keep in touch and update myself with KAT-TUN's news.
Thus got to know more and more japanese songs and artists,
Got to watch more and more japanese dramas and movies,
 
The biggest reason why I keep updating with those because I'm in love with Japanese stuffs,
So that's how lucky I'm,
To have met new friends and people,
 
At least this is one thing that can keep me busy and prevent me from dying,
I won't die before I get to Japan and see KAT-TUN concert,
 
My other methods to prevent stress and stop worry about life,
are reading books, novels, comics, mangas, magazines and anything with words...
EXCEPT education books...it will just give me more stresses...
 
There is a book titled; 'How to Stop Worrying and Start Living' , by Dale Carnegie,
Which my ane bought...
I laughed my ass off again for no reasons...
I readed it and I laughed again when I saw these words;
 
" Those who do not know how to fight worry die young "
 
I got to love this sentence...
 
I also read few novels about vampires, werewolves, supernatural stuffs,
I love fantasies...
I'm modern mixed with classic type...
But some novels are boring because their sex scenes are not interesting,
In short, B.O.R.I.N.G...
Nothing new for adult novels,
Teens novels I don't quite like it but still okay,
Horror novels are confusing, still can be accepted,
Thriller novels....nnn not bad not good,
Romance novels...Jeez...I hate some of the storylines, slow and dumb,
 
Fiction or non-fiction?
Depends...but I do prefer fiction more of course...
I even wrote novels before,
Stupid and silly novels XD
Maa...
Guess I can write no more...
I haven't do my presentation slides and japanese assignment...
Dang it...
 
Ijyou..
 
 
KAT-TUN Calendar 2009.04 - 2010.03

 
 
Screencaps of
 
KAT-TUN
 
in
Music Station
(21st Nov 08)
 
included a little of
 
Gackt
 
 
 
 
 
Introduction
 
KAT-TUN
 
 
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KAT-TUN performec well,
I love their expression and I did sometime laughed hard for no reasons~ th_2371-1
I biased a little because I screencaped many of Junno,
God he's so cute and funny,
 
In the introduction time,
Tamori-san commented on Koki's hairstyle,
Koki said he grew it 3 years ago,
Jokingly Tamori-san said something like his hair is only this length even though it's been 3 years,
Koki quickly explained that he cut it short and trimmed into many kinds of hairstyles and this is his newest one,
 
In the interview time,
KAT-TUN talked about they did celebrated X'mas before they debut in Ueda's house,
Ueda's parents kind of like these stuffs and their, KAT-TUNs' parents gathered up,
Akanishi was late because of Gokusen 2 filming and reached Ueda's house at 2 AM.
Akanishi won a Bingo competition, in Ueda's house I assume,
Then he got Darts set,
Tamori-san asked whether they have been to other people's house to celebrate before or not,
Koki said no.
 
Koki was talking about Taguchi's parents,
He wondered where have his parents gone to and found out,
Taguchi's parents were sleeping at the garden outside despite it was snowing...
Taguchi then commented that because he has parents like this,
No wonder they have a child like Taguchi...
 
 
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Gackt...F998
Lol not that I am not his fan, I am still his fan~
He is sooooo funny~~
And his performance is...urm....unexplainable...
You should see how he sways and sings~
Gackt was on Hollywood filming for a movie,
So he was not around in Japan or he has not release any single or album for a year and half,
'Jesus' is made after he done filiming.
 
 
Then,
 
Next week, 28th November 2008,
KAT-TUN will perform again in Music Station! th_2371-1
 
Cool~F99A
Next time I wonder how the background is and their clothings are~
That's all for now~
Ciao~
 
 

Taguchi Chuu

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Aaa...
Wednesday Special arrives,
Today's topic is:
 
 
 
The World Is Spinning and So I Am
 
 
 
 
Easy to be understood is it not?
When the worild is spinning that also mean the world is getting some changes,
Even human,
Flora and fauna,
The sea, land and mountain,
The sky, air, water, earth,
Everything...
 
Firstly,
I have to mumble about myself,
I am getting old....
Uwaahahaa~
I am still single,
I am still plum and have an average body,
I am still not pretty,
I am still lacking of something,
I am still studying,
I am still having less friends,
I am still who and what I was years ago.
 
What the meaning of;
'I have changed' ?
To be really frank,
I fucking hate those people who said that.
 
Example is here,
Firstly,
Remember I am very honest,
The name is ... I forgot but something with K and Wai,
A chinese student whom I knew when I was Form 3,
In 3 Ikhlas,
Fuck that name,
Everyone is shithead in that stupid class,
This K.Wai guy was a band player, he played the huge drum which made him look far more idiot than I know,
He practiced piano and he was very tall plus LONG,
LONG legs, arms, body and I do not about his dick, should be short perhaps.
 
He once talked to me when I finally reached Form 4,
4 Ceria, was not a superior class or a hippy-yappy class,
Fuck that name again,
He commented that I have changed,
He said changed by means my personalities, attitudes and actions,
Hell you, Asshat,
Like you really do know me,
Fuck that,
Even I also do not know all of myself,
 
Second case,
This is the most recent,
Before that I have to tell about my history again,
Patience,
I was not a damn good student and was rebellious,
This happened when I was in Form 3 - 4 period,
Yes, I mixed with gangsters who were all assholes and brainless by calling them fucking selves 'Gangsters',
Laugh my ass off.
Fearing policemen and doing illegal stuffs like sucking drugs, selling illegal CDs & DVDs and eceteras,
I bet they are still the same,
There was an Indian guy who speaks Chinese, Malay & English,
Titled as a SMART ASS,
Well he was nice and treated me well,
I was a NOT talkative person and a silencer or a gril at the corner type,
No bodies pay any attentions to me at all,
Do not say about having a bastard jerk ex-bf,
*Pukes* *Spits*
This Indian he once confessed to me but of course I rejected,
If we were to be couple,
The Sea will be the Land, The Land will be the Sea,
I cannot take that risk to date a Malaysian Black Man,
Plus I do not like him at all, just a normal fucking gangster as a friend...
Please know your position first before speaking huh?
Yes, I was a fucking silly teenager.
I cut off the relatonship or friendship or gangstership with these people very soon in the end of 2005,
 
Now, 2008,
Bless me huh?
That idiot Indian sms'ed me and asking for a tea with me,
I am not like SOMEONE ELSE who can straight go out and take the invitation form any guys,
Silly,
Fucking Silly,
This Idian wanted to meet me and he wanted to court me AGAIN?
Scam Off,
Dirty old man,
He then asked;
"You are not that cruel, aren't you?"
 
HELL YES I AM, FUCK OFF,
He said I have changed just because I frankly rejected his offer,
HA.HA.HA.HA.HA.
SAME, same type of idiot,
LIKE HELL HE KNOWS ME,
I do not know him at all,
Other than his spoken languages or name,
FUCKING DICKHEAD.
 
I am pissed,
Damn pissed!
 
World is definitely upgrading,
I am upgrading NOT changing.
Can the World change its shape?
HELL NO.
Can I change my gender then?
NO. FUCKING NO!
 
People are improving  not changing!
 
Lately I feel that I do not know more,
About friends, family and stuffs,
What is right or wrong,
I am already confused,
I become very ego-ish, emotional and unfriendly and impudent,
I do not know how to communicate and being friendly anymore,
Maybe I did really 'changed'?
Downgraded?
I do not know how to face the people and the World,
I am becoming a coward and afraid of being with people,
Because I do not how to live properly with them,
Not that I fear them,
 
I can feel the friends around me are disappearing,
Not that I care much,
What I care most is my pride and existance,
I hate it when I asked people to hang out and they said they were busy,
Well time when I was busy I also did shown up,
Having relatives or family dinner is okay,
Having exam is okay,
Planning to be with bf also okay,
But when I found out all of those are lies to not coming out,
While they were actually wondering outside with others and I knew it,
Then I will say I hate it. Very. Much.
Just say you do not wish to hang out with me then I will never disturb you again,
Just like I dislike to force myself to mix with other people,
I would not pretend like I am a know-all-people or a mixable type,
 
I am very rude to people until I could not control it and evey time I just blow off everything,
I am cold huh? Cruel huh? Selfish huh?
 
The weather is changing,
Rain keep falling and it seems sad,
Neverending sadness,
People are dying in every country or place,
There are newborn babies at the same time too,
Mourning, Celebrating,
Crying, Laughing,
 
This is what?
Life-cycle?
Yea, I bet I can call it by that,
 
What bring me happiness now is money, KAT-TUN and what?
With money I can eat every japanese fine dining restaurant,
I can buy many things for myself and family,
I can even travel and visit any places,
I can build homes for the homeless people,
I can buy KAT-TUN stuffs,
I can live my life to its fullness,
 
Seems like I am getting more materialistic,
Maa...
People get to become like that when they are drowning in thoughts,
Maybe I am just a lonely person,
I prefer writing than chattering sometimes,
I can keep saying 'fucking fuck bastards asshats' every time I want to.
I can even say BU-SH is a fucking nice person,
He took all the blame because he did all the bad stuffs which people hope to get it done but doesn't wish to do it themselves,
I can also comment that Mareshia is a fucking islamic country,
Giving those useless special treatments which wastes citizens' money continuously to the fucking jerks and bitches,
 
Need to go off now,
I got far off from the topic again...
Anyhow,
These, what I wrote are all bullshits,
No offend.
 
Ijyou..
Gyaru Junnosuke
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